UMA VELA ACESA

 Onde nada ameaça
sobrevém inesperado o temor:
um coração desce
à morada de outro coração

José Tolentino Mendonça. A Noite Abre Meus Olhos. 4ª Edição, Assírio&Alvim, Porto, 2021. p. 152

CALLE PRINCIPE, 25

 Perdemos repentinamente
a profundidade dos campos
os enigmas singulares
a claridade que juramos
conservar

mas levamos anos 
a esquecer alguém 
que apenas nos olhou

José Tolentino Mendonça. A Noite Abre Meus Olhos. 4ª Edição, Assírio&Alvim, Porto, 2021. p. 102

FOGUEIRAS E GELOS

 Contra o coração
abraçava ramos de flores magras e azuis
sentimentos muito triviais
e por vezes a maior escuridão

Perseguia sem cessar certos gestos
que na paz
seriam seus 

José Tolentino Mendonça. A Noite Abre Meus Olhos. 4ª Edição, Assírio&Alvim, Porto, 2021. p. 85

OS INCÊNDIOS

 Não devidas empurrar fogo tão solitário
sob os umbrais de uma morada
nos carreiros que vão dar aos montes
sairás ainda em súplica
quando os incêndios ignorarem a ameaça
da tua vassoura de giestas

a sombra uma vez avulsa

não retorna a mesma

não despertes o que não podes calar

José Tolentino Mendonça. A Noite Abre Meus Olhos. 4ª Edição, Assírio&Alvim, Porto, 2021. p. 39

 Não esqueças sobretudo a armadura
da noite,
a aspereza das estrelas
quando os olhos são recentes
e a gravitação é um poder
sucinto nas mãos.

Não esqueças sobretudo como os cereais 
lavram os campos estafados, destilam
prodígio pelos sulcos da memória,
oferecem-te uma vida maior
em troca do sal
das pálpebras.

Não esqueças sobretudo de olhar devagar.

Vasco Gato, ''IMO'' no livro ''Contra Mim Falo''/Poesia Reunida (ed.Imprensa Nacional - Casa da Moeda).

POEMA À MÃE

 No mais fundo de ti,
eu sei que te traí, mãe.

Tudo porque já não sou
o menino adormecido
no fundo dos teus olhos.

Eugénio de Andrade, ''Os Amantes sem Dinheiro

Um Adeus Português

Nos teus olhos altamente perigosos
vigora ainda o mais rigoroso amor
a luz dos ombros pura e a sombra
duma angústia já purificada

Não tu não podias ficar presa comigo
à roda em que apodreço
apodrecemos
a esta pata ensanguentada que vacila
quase medita
e avança mugindo pelo túnel
de uma velha dor

Não podias ficar nesta cadeira
onde passo o dia burocrático
o dia-a-dia da miséria
que sobe aos olhos vem às mãos
aos sorrisos
ao amor mal soletrado
à estupidez ao desespero sem boca
ao medo perfilado
à alegria sonâmbula à vírgula maníaca
do modo funcionário de viver

Não podias ficar nesta casa comigo
em trânsito mortal até ao dia sórdido
canino
policial
até ao dia que não vem da promessa
puríssima da madrugada
mas da miséria de uma noite gerada
por um dia igual

Não podias ficar presa comigo
à pequena dor que cada um de nós
traz docemente pela mão
a esta pequena dor à portuguesa
tão mansa quase vegetal

Mas tu não mereces esta cidade não mereces
esta roda de náusea em que giramos
até à idiotia
esta pequena morte
e o seu minucioso e porco ritual
esta nossa razão absurda de ser

Não tu és da cidade aventureira
da cidade onde o amor encontra as suas ruas
e o cemitério ardente
da sua morte
tu és da cidade onde vives por um fio
de puro acaso
onde morres ou vives não de asfixia
mas às mãos de uma aventura de um comércio puro
sem a moeda falsa do bem e do mal

Nesta curva tão terna e lancinante
que vai ser que já é o teu desaparecimento
digo-te adeus
e como um adolescente
tropeço de ternura
por ti

A meu favor

A meu favor
tenho o verde secreto dos teus olhos
algumas palavras de ódio algumas palavras de amor
o tapete que vai partir para o infinito
esta noite ou uma noite qualquer

A meu favor
as paredes que insultam devagar
certo refúgio acima do murmúrio
que da vida corrente teime em vir
o barco escondido pela folhagem
o jardim onde a aventura recomeça.

O DESEMBARQUE DAS ONDAS

 Imparável sede:
onda sobre onda
(

esta amortalhando a anterior.
).
o mar é um enterro.

Daniel Jonas. Cães de Chuva. Assírio & Alvim, Porto Editora.2021 , p. 47

Auberge Ravoux

 
A tristeza vai durar para sempre.
Do crocitar dos corvos sobre os campos
Abre-se um abismo sem fim.

Ó estrelas de prata
Estrelas do anseio pela liberdade
Como passou o vosso jovem sopro!

Caio na noite sem fim
Longe do sol que fez de mim um girassol enlouquecido.
A tristeza vai durar para sempre.

Tomás Sottomayor. Auberge Ravoux. Edições Língua Morta, 2021., p. 66

SOLIDÃO

É o panorama duma cidade
O casario mudo sob um céu abrasado.
São duas linguagens emaranhadas
Que não se desentrançam
Um toque que não aflora
Numa coxa querida.

Aqui do alto
Como são minúsculos os corpos
Vãos os laivos de vida
Que se desenham no
Labirinto do espanto.
Perfilam-se as memórias
Na superfície diáfana dos olhos
E as cidades baralham-se
Desabam, reerguem-se
À sombra da inquietude
E da inconsciência humana.

A solidão é a geografia desesperada
De um mundo sem língua.

Tomás Sottomayor. Auberge Ravoux. Edições Língua Morta, 2021., p. 54

A CADELA ROMENA

 Conheci-a numa bomba de gasolina
Na margem do Danúbio
Num dia de beleza e desolação.
Correu ao meu encontro plena de ternura
Com os olhos alumiados de pureza.
Parti piedoso, triste, furioso
Com a imagem da pobreza
À flor dos olhos:
A cadela sarnenta
Com as tetas túmidas da solidão.

Tomás Sottomayor. Auberge Ravoux. Edições Língua Morta, 2021., p. 27

NO FUNDO

 No fundo, são muito poucas as palavras
que nos doem de verdade, e muito poucas
as que conseguem alegrar a alma.
E são também muito poucas as pessoas
que nos comovem o coração, e menos
ainda as que o comovem muito tempo.
No fundo, são pouquíssimas as coisas
que importam de verdade na vida:
poder amar alguém e que nos amem,
nunca morrer depois dos nossos filhos.

Amalia Bautista (Trad. Inês Dias) in Conta-mo outra vez. Ed. Averno, 2020.

 tinha cinco minutos diários de paz terrena,
depois quatro,
depois três,
depois dois,
depois um,
depois não nunca nada,
depois era: dêem-me um tiro na cabeça
para nunca nunca um só número,
todos os números,
qualquer número

 Herberto Helder. Letra Aberta. Poemas inéditos escolhidos por Olga Lima. Porto Editora, 2016., p. 29

A QUE ESPERA

 A tristeza sentou-se à minha porta
mas eu não a alimentei.

Cão de guarda por cão de guarda
prefiro a alegria.

A ela entrego os meus dias
e o abraço daquele que vem de longe
para me dizer que o amor que foi ontem
ainda é hoje.

Lídia Jorge. O Livro das Tréguas. Poesia. Publicações Dom Quixote. Lisboa, 2019.,p. 38

Às vezes tudo é triste, mesmo o que não é.

Às vezes tudo é triste, mesmo o que não é.
Fingir-se estar com gente em frente à gente que não nos vê
e assobiar a solidão para o lado,
para aquela mesa além.
E quando a solidão se vai mais solidão se tem.
É fruste crer-se grande e ter de grande
um pouco, um tanto, um pouco mais,
levar com a raiva dos pequenos
e compartir com os magros a magreza do mundo.
Ao pé do rio tudo é mais tristonho.
É tudo entediante por princípio.
O fátuo mundo passa como se soubesse aonde vai
e todo o mundo crê caber algures
e ir aonde caiba e lhe cabe.
Fria é sempre a sopa dos pobres.
Sofrer por passatempo a vida de outros
e querer poupar-se as costas
onde se escreve ao escravo a pena de chicote
aquilo que não se lê mas se sente
e assim passar por outro
o que afinal de si não passa 
o centro de onde há o tudo o que não há
e assumir que tudo é senhor da sua alma.
Que ilusão aliviar o jugo alheio
o próprio corpo levado às próprias costas!

Daniel Jonas. Cães de Chuva. Assírio & Alvim, Porto Editora.2021 , p. 28

IDADE DO BRONZE

 Não tenho dúvida de que os primitivos textos
falavam verdade - Antigamente, muito antigamente
Deus calçava os tamancos no meio dos campos
e fazia a sua justiça.

O mal , se acontecia, vinha para bem fazer. 
O bem, por recompensa. O enforcado tinha cedido ao aceno
do demónio e a mulher parida, se morria entre dores aflitivas
era por não ter rezado - Nessa malha de justiça
a vida era perfeita.

Deus retirava o seu calçado, munia-se de trovões
e arremetia directamente contra os que diziam puros
mas não praticavam a misericórdia devida.
Por mau olhado, valia arrancar olhos e fígado.
O céu sabia tudo.

Agora estamos mal - dizem alguns.
Homens de todas as cidades levantam-se do chão
calçam e descalçam os tamancos e imitam o antigo Deus
na perfeição, riem alto. O céu não sabe de nada.

Estamos sós.

Lídia Jorge. O Livro das Tréguas. Poesia. Publicações Dom Quixote. Lisboa, 2019.,p. 22

EM MEU QUARTO

Em meu quarto,
onde fica minha cama
uma mesa uma cadeira
o fogão
o universo está ajoelhado como em toda parte
para ser salvo
da invisibilidade –
Eu traço uma linha
escrevo o alfabeto
pinto o lema suicida na parede
de onde brotam imediatamente os renascimentos
já prendo as constelações à verdade
então a terra começa a martelar
a noite se afrouxa
desprende-se
dente morto da dentadura –

Nelly Sachs, German–Swedish poet

A Woman Is Talking to Death, Judy Grahn

 One

Testimony in trials that never got heard

my lovers teeth are white geese flying above me
my lovers muscles are rope ladders under my hands

we were driving home slow
my lover and I, across the long Bay Bridge,
one February midnight, when midway
over in the far left lane, I saw a strange scene:

one small young man standing by the rail,
and in the lane itself, parked straight across
as if it could stop anything, a large young
man upon a stalled motorcycle, perfectly
relaxed as if he’d stopped at a hamburger stand;
he was wearing a peacoat and levis, and
he had his head back, roaring, you
could almost hear the laugh, it
was so real.

“Look at that fool,” I said, “in the
middle of the bridge like that,” a very
womanly remark.

Then we heard the meaning of the noise
of metal on a concrete bridge at 50
miles an hour, and the far left lane
filled up with a big car that had a
motorcycle jammed on its front bumper, like
the whole thing would explode, the friction
sparks shot up bright orange for many feet
into the air, and the racket still sets
my teeth on edge.

When the car stopped we stopped parallel
and Wendy headed for the callbox while I
ducked across those 6 lanes like a mouse
in the bowling alley. “Are you hurt?” I said,
the middle-aged driver had the greyest black face,
“I couldn’t stop, I couldn’t stop, what happened?”

Then I remembered. “Somebody,” I said, “was on
the motorcycle.” I ran back,
one block? two blocks? the space for walking
on the bridge is maybe 18 inches, whoever
engineered this arrogance. in the dark
stiff wind it seemed I would
be pushed over the rail, would fall down
screaming onto the hard surface of
the bay, but I did not. I found the tall young man
who thought he owned the bridge, now lying on
his stomach, head cradled in his broken arm.

He had glasses on, but somewhere he had lost
most of his levis, where were they?
and his shoes. Two short cuts on his buttocks,
and that was the only mark except his thin white
seminal tubes were all strung out behind; no
child left in him; and he looked asleep.

I plucked wildly at his wrist, then put it
down; there were two long haired women
holding back the traffic just behind me
with their bare hands, the machines came
down like mad bulls, I was scared, much
more than usual, I felt easily squished
like the earthworms crawling on a busy
sidewalk after the rain; I wanted to
leave.  And met the driver, walking back.

“The guy is dead.” I gripped his hand,
the wind was going to blow us off the bridge.

“Oh my God,” he said, “haven’t I had enough
trouble in my life?” He raised his head,
and for a second was enraged and yelling,
at the top of the bridge—“I was just driving
home!” His head fell down. “My God, and
now I’ve killed somebody.”

I looked down at my own peacoat and levis,
then over at the dead man’s friend, who
was bawling and blubbering, what they would
call hysteria in a woman. “It isn’t possible”
he wailed, but it was possible, it was
indeed, accomplished and unfeeling, snoring
in its peacoat, and without its levis on.

He died laughing: that’s a fact.

I had a woman waiting for me,
in her car and in the middle of the bridge,
I’m frightened, I said.
I’m afraid, he said, stay with me,
please don’t go, stay with me, be
my witness—“No,” I said, “I’ll be your
witness—later,” and I took his name
and number, “but I can’t stay with you,
I’m too frightened of the bridge, besides
I have a woman waiting
and no license—
and no tail lights—“
So I left—
as I have left so many of my lovers.

we drove home
shaking, Wendy’s face greyer
than any white person’s I have ever seen.
maybe he beat his wife, maybe he once
drove taxi, and raped a lover
of mine—how to know these things?
we do each other in, that’s a fact.

who will be my witness?
death wastes our time with drunkenness
and depression
death, who keeps us from our
lovers.
he had a woman waiting for him,
I found out when I called the number
days later

“Where is he” she said, “he’s disappeared.”
“He’ll be all right” I said, “we could
have hit the guy as easy as anybody, it
wasn’t anybody’s fault, they’ll know that,”
women so often say dumb things like that,
they teach us to be sweet and reassuring,
and say ignorant things, because we dont invent
the crime, the punishment, the bridges

that same week I looked into the mirror
and nobody was there to testify;
how clear, an unemployed queer woman
makes no witness at all,
nobody at all was there for
those two questions: what does
she do, and who is she married to?

I am the woman who stopped on the bridge
and this is the man who was there
our lovers teeth are white geese flying
above us, but we ourselves are
easily squished.

keep the women small and weak
and off the street, and off the
bridges, that’s the way, brother
one day I will leave you there,
as I have left you there before,
working for death.

we found out later
what we left him to.
Six big policemen answered the call,
all white, and no child in them.
they put the driver up against his car
and beat the hell out of him.
What did you kill that poor kid for?
you mutherfucking nigger.
that’s a fact.

Death only uses violence
when there is ant kind of resistance,
the rest of the time a slow
weardown will do.

They took him to 4 different hospitals
til they got a drunk test report to fit their
case, and held him five days in jail
without a phone call.
how many lovers have we left.

there are as many contradictions to the game,
as there are players.
a woman is talking to death,
though talk is cheap, and life takes a long time
to make
right. He got a cheesy lawyer
who had him cop a plea, 15 to 20
instead of life
Did I say life?

the arrogant young man who thought he
owned the bridge, and fell asleep on it
died laughing: that’s a fact.
the driver sits out his time
off the street somewhere,
does he have the most vacant of
eyes, will he die laughing?

 

Two
They don’t have to lynch the women anymore

death sits on my doorstep
cleaning his revolver

death cripples my feet and sends me out
to wait for the bus alone,
then comes by driving a taxi.

the woman on our block with 6 young children
has the most vacant of eyes
death sits in her bedroom, loading
his revolver

they don’t have to lynch the women
very often anymore, although
they used to—the lord and his men
went through the villages at night, beating &
killing every woman caught
outdoors.
the European witch trials took away
an independent people; two different villages
—after the trials were through that year—
had left in them, each—
one living woman:
one

What were those other women up to? had they
run over someone? stopped on the wrong bridge?
did they have teeth like
any kind of geese, or children
in them?

 

Three
This woman is a lesbian be careful

In the military hospital where I worked
as a nurse’s aide, the walls of the halls
were lined with howling women
waiting to deliver
or to have some parts removed.
One of the big private rooms contained
the general’s wife, who needed
a wart taken off her nose.
we were instructed to give her special attention
not because of her wart or her nose
but because of her husband, the general.

as many women as men die, and that’s a fact.

At work there was one friendly patient, already
claimed, a young woman burnt apart with X-ray,
she had long white tubes instead of openings;
rectum, bladder, vagina—I combed her hair, it
was my job, but she took care of me as if
nobody’s touch could spoil her.
ho ho death, ho death
have you seen the twinkle in the dead woman’s eye?

when you are a nurse’s aide
someone suddenly notices you
and yells about the patient’s bed,
and tears the sheets apart so you
can do it over, and over
while the patient waits
doubled over in her pain
for you to make the bed again
and no one ever looks at you,
only at what you do not do

Here, general, hold this soldier’s bed pan
for a moment, hold it for a year—
then we’ll promote you to making his bed.
we believe you wouldn’t make such messes

if you had to clean up after them.

that’s a fantasy.
this woman is a lesbian, be careful.

When I was arrested and being thrown out
of the military, the order went out: dont anybody
speak to this woman, and for those three
long months, almost nobody did: the dayroom, when
I entered it, fell silent til I had gone; they
were afraid, they knew the wind would blow
them over the rail, the cops would come,
the water would run into their lungs.
Everything I touched
was spoiled. They were my lovers, those
women, but nobody had taught us how to swim.
I drowned, I took 3 or 4 others down
when I signed the confession of what we
had done                together.

No one will ever speak to me again.

I read this somewhere; I wasn’t there:
in WWII the US army had invented some floating
amphibian tanks, and took them over to
the coast of Europe to unload them,
the landing ships all drawn up in a fleet,
and everybody watching. Each tank had a
crew of 6 and there were 25 tanks.
The first went down the landing planks
and sank, the second, the third, the
fourth, the fifth, the sixth went down
and sank. They weren’t supposed
to sink, the engineers had
made a mistake. The crews looked around
wildly for the order to quit,
but none came, and in the sight of
thousands of men, each 6 crewmen
saluted his officers, battened down
his hatch in turn and drove into the
sea, and drowned, until all 25 tanks
were gone. did they have vacant
eyes, die laughing, or what? what
did they talk about, those men,
as the water came in?

was the general their lover?

 

Four
A Mock Interrogation

Have you ever held hands with a woman?

Yes, many times—women about to deliver, women about to have breasts removed, wombs removed, miscarriages, women having epileptic fits, having asthma, cancer, women having breast bone marrow sucked out of them by nervous or indifferent interns, women with heart condition, who were vomiting, overdosed, depressed, drunk, lonely to the point of extinction: women who had been run over, beaten up. deserted. starved. women who had been bitten by rats; and women who were happy, who were celebrating, who were dancing with me in large circles or alone, women who were climbing mountains or up and down walls, or trucks and roofs and needed a boost up, or I did; women who simply wanted to hold my hand because they liked me, some women who wanted to hold my hand because they liked me better than anyone.

These were many women?

Yes. many.

What about kissing? Have you kissed any women?

I have kissed many women.

When was the first woman you kissed with serious feeling?

The first woman ever I kissed was Josie, who I had loved at such a distance for months. Josie was not only beautiful, she was tough and handsome too. Josie had black hair and white teeth and strong brown muscles. Then she dropped out of school unexplained. When she came back she came back for one day only, to finish the term, and there was a child in her. She was all shame, pain, and defiance. Her eyes were dark as the water under a bridge and no one would talk to her, they laughed and threw things at her. In the afternoon I walked across the front of the class and looked deep into Josie’s eyes and I picked up her chin with my hand, because I loved her, because nothing like her trouble would ever happen to me, because I hated it that she was pregnant and unhappy, and an outcast. We were thirteen.

You didn’t kiss her?

How does it feel to be thirteen and having a baby?

You didn’t actually kiss her?

Not in fact.

You have kissed other women?

Yes, many, some of the finest women I know, I have kissed. women who were lonely, women I didn’t know and didn’t want to, but kissed because that was a way to say yes we are still alive and loveable, though separate, women who recognized a loneliness in me, women who were hurt, I confess to kissing the top of a 55 year old woman’s head in the snow in boston, who was hurt more deeply than I have ever been hurt, and I wanted her as a very few people have wanted me—I wanted her and me to own and control and run the city we lived in, to staff the hospital I knew would mistreat her, to drive the transportation system that had betrayed her, to patrol the streets controlling the men who would murder or disfigure or disrupt us, not accidently with machines, but on purpose, because we are not allowed on the street alone—

Have you ever committed any indecent acts with women?

Yes, many. I am guilty of allowing suicidal women to die before my eyes or in my ears or under my hands because I thought I could do nothing, I am guilty of leaving a prostitute who held a knife to my friend’s throat because we would not sleep with her, we thought she was old and fat and ugly; I am guilty of not loving her who needed me; I regret all the women I have not slept with or comforted, who pulled themselves away from me for lack of something I had not the courage to fight for, for us, our life, our planet, our city, our meat and potatoes, our love. These are indecent acts, lacking courage, lacking a certain fire behind the eyes, which is the symbol, the raised fist, the sharing of resources, the resistance that tells death he will starve for lack of the fat of us, our extra. Yes I have committed acts of indecency with women and most of them were acts of omission. I regret them bitterly.

 

Five
Bless this day oh cat our house

“I was allowed to go
3 places, growing up,” she said—
“3 places, no more.
there was a straight line from my house
to school, a straight line from my house
to church, a straight line from my house
to the corner store.”
her parents thought something might happen to her.
but nothing ever did.

my lovers teeth are white geese flying above me
my lovers muscles are rope ladders under my hands
we are the river of life and the fat of the land
death, do you tell me I cannot touch this woman?
if we use each other up
on each other
that’s a little bit less for you
a little bit less for you, ho
death, ho ho death.

Bless this day oh cat our house
help me be not such a mouse
death tells the woman to stay home
and then breaks in the window.

I read this somewhere, I wasnt there:
In feudal Europe, if a woman committed adultery
her husband would sometimes tie her
down, catch a mouse and trap it
under a cup on her bare belly, until
it gnawed itself out, now are you
afraid of mice?

 

Six
Dressed as I am, a young man once called
me names in Spanish

a woman who talks to death
is a dirty traitor

inside a hamburger joint and
dressed  as I am, a young man once called me
names in Spanish
then he called me queer and slugged me.
first I thought the ceiling had fallen down
but there was the counterman making a ham
sandwich, and there was I spread out on his
counter.

For God’s sake I said when
I could talk, this guy is beating me up
can’t you call the police or something,
can’t you stop him? he looked up from
working on his sandwich, which was my
sandwich, I had ordered it. He liked
the way I looked. “There’s a pay phone
right across the street” he said.

I couldn’t listen to the Spanish language
for weeks afterward, without feeling the
most murderous of urges, the simple
association of one thing to another,
so damned simple.

The next day I went to the police station
to become an outraged citizen
Six big policemen stood in the hall,
all white and dressed as they do
they were well pleased with my story, pleased
at what had gotten beat out of me, so
I left them laughing, went home fast
and locked my door.
For several nights I fantasized the scene
again, this time grabbing a chair
and smashing it over the bastard’s head,
killing him. I called him a spic, and
killed him. my face healed. his didnt.
no child in me.

now when I remember I think:
maybe he was Josie’s baby.
all the chickens come home to roost,
all of them.

 

Seven
Death and disfiguration

One Christmas eve my lovers and I
we left the bar, driving home slow
there was a woman lying in the snow
by the side of the road. She was wearing
a bathrobe and no shoes, where were
her shoes? she had turned the snow
pink, under her feet. she was an Asian
woman, didn’t speak much English, but
she said a taxi driver beat her up
and raped her, throwing her out of his
care.
what on earth was she doing there
on a street she helped to pay for
but doesn’t own?
doesn’t she know to stay home?

I am a pervert, therefore I’ve learned
to keep my hands to myself in public
but I was so drunk that night,
I actually did something loving
I took her in my arms, this woman,
until she could breathe right, and
my friends are perverts too
they touched her too
we all touched her.
“You’re going to be all right”
we lied. She started to cry
“I’m 55 years old” she said
and that said everything.

Six big policemen answered the call
no child in them.
they seemed afraid to touch her,
then grabbed her like a corpse and heaved her
on their metal stretcher into the van,
crashing and clumsy.
She was more frightened than before.
they were cold and bored.
‘don’t leave me’ she said.
‘she’ll be all right’ they said.
we left, as we have left all of our lovers
as all lovers leave all lovers
much too soon to get the real loving done.

 

Eight
a mock interrogation

Why did you get into the cab with him, dressed as you are?

I wanted to go somewhere.

Did you know what the cab driver might do
if you got into the cab with him?

I just wanted to go somewhere.

How many times did you
get into the cab with him?

I dont remember.

If you dont remember, how do you know it happened to you?

 

Nine
Hey you death

ho and ho poor death
our lovers teeth are white geese flying above us
our lovers muscles are rope ladders under our hands
even though no women yet go down to the sea in ships
except in their dreams.

only the arrogant invent a quick and meaningful end
for themselves, of their own choosing.
everyone else knows how very slow it happens
how the woman’s existence bleeds out her years,
how the child shoots up at ten and is arrested and old
how the man carries a murderous shell within him
and passes it on.

we are the fat of the land, and
we all have our list of casualties

to my lovers I bequeath
the rest of my life

I want nothing left of me for you, ho death
except some fertilizer
for the next batch of us
who do not hold hands with you
who do not embrace you
who try not to work for you
or sacrifice themselves or trust
or believe you, ho ignorant
death, how do you know
we happened to you?

wherever our meat hangs on our own bones
for our own use
your pot is so empty
death, ho death
you shall be poor

"A Woman Is Talking to Death" from Judy Grahn's The Judy Grahn Reader (Aunt Lute Press, 2009). wwwauntlute.com

POEMA DO DESEJO

Empurra a tua espada

no meu ventre

enterra-a devagar até ao cimo

Que eu sinta de ti

a queimadura

e a tua mordedura nos meus rins

Deixa depois que a tua boca

desça

e me contorne as pernas de doçura

Ó meu amor a tua língua

prende

aquilo que desprende da loucura

Maria Teresa Horta (Lisboa, 20 de Maio de 1937), escritora, jornalista e poetisa portuguesa.